sábado, 28 de maio de 2011

Passado

Sem querer relembrei de tudo. Eu estava sentada na sacada do meu prédio e um flash do passado ultrapassou os meus pensamentos. Um misto de alegria e abandono tomou conta de mim. Alegria por que o passado me deixou boas lembranças e abandono por que afinal, eu havia sido realmente abandonada. Senti lágrimas hipócritas de tristeza perpassar o meu rosto. Hipócritas por que eu não estava triste, hipócritas por que eu estava vivendo o momento mais feliz da minha vida. Estava sendo amada e estava amando como nunca. Mas senti as lágrimas.

Senti frio, mas não queria entrar, queria continuar sentada na sacado do prédio olhando o movimento dos carros e a correnteza do mar. Eu queria ficar ali por que aquele lugar me trazia tantas recordações e naquele momento tudo o que eu queria era revivê-las, tudo o que eu queria era reviver um dia insensato do passado. Um dia arriscado, um dia de provocações.

A noite foi se aproximando e o vento ficando ainda mais frio e eu olhei para mim mesma e descobri que o meu corpo implorava “só mais um vez”, meu corpo pedia pra reviver um único momento e só assim eu decidi sair daquela sacada, saí pra evitar esses pensamentos ridículos e criminosos. Saí por que eu estava feliz como estava e o passado já não me dizia mais respeito.

Sentei no sofá e liguei a TV, com o pensamento vago ainda meio perdido no meu passado desconcertante. Olhei o relógio, já estava na hora que ele chegaria. Olhei-me no espelho, e logo a campainha tocou. Fui atender feliz, esquecendo-me de tudo que havia pensado durante todo o dia, esquecendo o meu passado, esquecendo as minhas lágrimas. Aquilo sim era felicidade e eu o amava como jamais havia amado nenhum outro que chegou um dia a me abandonar.

-Oi amor – falei sorrindo, com olhos que jamais choraram. Falei sorrindo para o meu presente.

Por Carla Maria apenas contando um história...


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(Mande sugestões, críticas e sempre mantenha contato)

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muito bom o texto ,é isso mesmo ,se não aproveitarmos o presente ficamos sempre presas ao passado!
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"Esquecer é uma necessidade. A vida é uma lousa, em que o destino, para escrever um novo caso, precisa apagar o caso escrito."(Machado de Assis)

esse texto eu gostei MUITO, sério mesmo *--*

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